So.... It gives you more initiative to try and succeed...?
[That's something she hadn't taken into consideration. As far as she knows, all her teammates fought so hard just to not be failures and for loyalty to Kiri. Most of the time, anyway. The idea of failing a mission... That was shameful. It showed you weren't reliable. She'd known that other lands were different, but it's only now that she really experiences such a difference.]
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[That's something she hadn't taken into consideration. As far as she knows, all her teammates fought so hard just to not be failures and for loyalty to Kiri. Most of the time, anyway. The idea of failing a mission... That was shameful. It showed you weren't reliable. She'd known that other lands were different, but it's only now that she really experiences such a difference.]